I really enjoyed the time in the hospital I had with buddy. He is sweet, beautiful baby boy. I only had my parents and siblings come to visit me because I only had the hospital time with him and didn't want a lot of visitors. Buddy made really cute coos and didn't cry very loud. He had a little chin quiver when he cried, which was so cute! I loved listening to his little noises. I am grateful that my brother let me borrow his camcorder to be able to always have his noises. I tried to nurse him at first but was having problems. One of my nurses discouraged me so i started bottle feeding. I helped with his first bath. He loved having his hair washed. I held him, enjoyed his sweet smell, fed him and changed him. I only changed him a couple times. My mom, dad, sister, brother and his wife all came to visit and were able to have time with him. One night I sang a lullaby. It was hard sleeping. I wanted as much time as possible. I didn't have the adoptive family come to the hospital at all as I wanted it to be my time. I also didn't want to sign my papers in the hospital. I wanted all my memories to be good there not sad. I was fine till the last day I was there and realized how soon placement would be. I will always cherish the time I had with him in the hospital. After I left the hospital I went to Kiddie Kandids for pictures.
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